Boyfriend crap

I'm the kind of girl that likes the guys that are a little psycho.

There is nothing wrong with guys that are geeks to the extreme or are possessive lovers in "normal" society. I like them.

I myself am very possessive of my boyfriends. I do want his affections for just me and want to fawn over him and take care of him. I don't fight with my significant other over stupid shit. The only time I will is if one of us cheats on the other or if they are being childish over something serious.

Thats it.

I do want to protect our relationship and I'm private about them. So none of our friends would actually know details, they would just be aware that we're dating.

Bleh anyway. That's my bitching for today.

So Recruitment....

Hello all, hope you all had a better weekend than me.


To give you a little background I am in a Sorority, and this weekend was our chance to get more sisters. ( I will not post my sorority's name or chapter on here so you can stop reading if you're looking for that )

So as excited as we were to meet these girls, we got the least amount of girls. Not like 5 less, more like 20 less than all the other organizations on our campus.

Day 1- I flubbed a line of the song.
Day 2- I cursed in my letters, and broke down crying after two of my sisters scolded me for it.
Day 3- reveal. And as much as I love the girls that did join, it is a let down.

On top of all that, we had a meeting to decide what we would be doing for continuous recruitment for the org....and that was really an opportunity for the whole chapter to know what a let down I was.

I feel so ashamed that I've done nothing but cry since Day 1, and I shouldn't be feeling like this. I love my sisters so much, and respect the hell out of my sorority but this is like slow painful torture.

So because of all this, I'm going to work my ass 10x harder than I normally do to try and let these girls see who we really are.

Its on the internet now so...it has to be true lol.

That moment when you're covered in blood..

I am really curious as to why women hold onto grudges for so long. I mean, I will admit before I start bashing my own sex, that I hold my fair share of dislike for certain people.
But some people take it to a point that is almost sickening to see.

Honestly what is the real point to a grudge? If you hold onto that hate/dislike/grrr....then you hurt yourself. It is far easier to just not care and let go. Adults let go of childish shit.....stop being five and move on. The bitches in school, at work, in restaurants, in your life in general eventually learn their lesson. That or they stay in the limbo....and just live in that hamster wheel forever.

Either way: Moral of my statements. Move on, enjoy life and let things go.